It's been a lonnng time!

Wow, I haven't been on this thing for ages! Yes, yess I'm still alive..haha and I don't know If thats a good thing or bad thing. Oh gosh where do I begin? I miss venting to this thing, I have a looooooooooooot of updating to do! ...and I mean a loooot! Hmm, I don't know where to start..Let's see, School? is almost over for me 27 more days and I'm out of there! I can't wait for the summertime, FUN, FUN, FUN! (ahh, I can see it now haha!) -kinda, ish. Fall semesster isn't that far away :/ and I'm getting cold feet...scared and excited both at the same time. Scared cause I dont know what to expect, excited cause...I don't really know? Hmm...anyways like I said I don't really know where to begin, I don't know If everyone knows, but I'm pretty sure that everyone already knows that I moved out, Yeahhh...It's been a month now and Its okay I guess, I miss my dad a lot, but I doubt that even matters, to be honest I find myself crying at night from time to time, Its hard for me, for the both of us, I think the stress is less on me, not really, I'm actually stressed to the fullest extent right now :[ school, work, family, and yeah...what else is new? I'm in that stage of my life where I'm going through soooo many changes and It's so hard to take everything in and also throw everything out? You get what I mean? i don't know, I just know that Im getting/ going somewhere and one day when I find out I'll be happy, HOPEFULLY. Okay well, I gottta go! I shall update again soon [: I miss all of you guys, SOMEONE, ANYONE CALL ME ,TEXT ME, WHATEVER, Let's hannng ouuut! please?



"It's only when we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." -Thanks Caresse!