All I can do right now is just smile, I'm in the best mood I've been in, in the longest time. What came over me?! I have no idea, but congratulate me for this new insight, The past couple of days have been really good for me and I have a lot of people to thank for that, but my gratitude us ultimately towards my one and only Jesus. I couldnt do it without him. I can't do it without him.
I've learned a lot about myself and others and It feels good, not because I learned new things but because I'm finally learning to do the right things, and not just be so selfish all the time. I've found new ways to live right, and new motives to live for. It's a really nice feeling.--Actually they aren't new at all, but they definitely found their way back to the top of my life after being lost for too long.
It's game time, no blindfolds, no towels, no game plan. I'm playing it by ear because lately It's been my best bet. Everything will fall into place when the time's right, To be honest they already are. I can feel it. Then again, I can't really trust my feelings. I can, however trust my mind and my mind's telling me that tomorrow is going to be another good day. Things are going swell, Its clearly NOT PERFECT, but it sure is good...and that's all the satisfaction I need right now to keep me sane...and as for everything else I'll leave all that up to my father above.
The world is a mess but I'm not trippin.
...and as for you, You were right all along, and If I had some sort of time machine I'd go back and fix all my mistakes...but I just wanted to thank you for absolutely everything,You know I still love you and care so much about you, and of course I miss you more than anything and I don't care what everyone else says or thinks about US... but you're right babe we do need to find ourselves and Hopefully one day, someday...we can start over or pick up where we left off from, and If ever that day comes, everything will be 20 times better than it was before. I'll always love you and I hope you know that.
