It is 12:24 AM, & I have approximately only have 4 or even 3 hours of sleep left since I wake up at 5! ...I know I won't be falling asleep 'til 2ish or so. I'm telling you guys, I have insomnia or something. hmph! its either that or I'm just nocturnal. haha, who knows.
I hate it when I'm awake at these hours of the day, it causes me to think & think, and think some more. Right now, I'll be honest... I'm thinking or should I say wondering about how Paul is doing, It sucks from going to knowing everything that a person does or is doing to knowing nothing at all, I wonder if he's okay, or how his day went, or if he has a new gf or love interest yet...random stuff like that. I hope he's okay. Yeah, I still worry, I'm not going to deny it. of course I still wonder, & of course I still worry... 'cause I mean I do still care.
Is that bad? Is that so wrong for me to do? hm.
It's 12:44 am now. WOW, It took me like 20mins to write that small paragraph, haha, whoa! Well I think I'm going to go to the living room to read 'til I fall asleep. It usually works. okay, I'll stop here. Good night loves. Hope everyone has an awesome weekend, 'cause I know I will (: most definitely.
It's 12:46 am now. hahaaha!
FOUR MORE DAYS...
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