OVER-whelmed.

So I started working today, and It was fun, besides the fact that I'm sick and had a fever and massive headache, and plus the fact where I looked like total crap today... but I'll tell ya guys one thing...it's wayyy less difficult than my last job haha, yeah It was fun. I love the people and the atmosphere and the smell of the store too, haha and I like the music they play as well. Everything was good in general.

So after work, I had lunch with Ate Faith & Kuya Mike at Ichiban, Er and Halcon were there too but those losers didnt eat with us! Yeah and then we bumped into Ate Char, Jenn & Elok...I feel a little bit better now that I got to spill out all my emotions out to them haha, mhm yeah that was fun. Especially the part when Ate char bought those really disgusting, nasty tasting jelly beans ewwwww! Those were soo gross! SO GROSS I tell you, haha they have flavors like vomit,molded cheese,booger,ear wax and so on..gosh that was soo disgusting, try them at your own risk hahhahaaha.

Man, Saturday a'wastin, psh.It was very ANNOYING!

Saturday=One of the worst days of my life.

Moving along, my personal life, if you guys are wondering, is pretty damn boring...

Oh my gosh.So yeah, there's drama, once again! EFF DRAMA! gosh, it always slaps me in the face at the one time I really can't afford to deal with it. Life's already been keeping me busy, why the hell does drama butt in now? or ever if you wanna think of it that way... ahh whatevers! I'm not over it, but I'm most certainly on my way to just forget it all. I don't want to deal with it. I need to stay focused with school, church, & work? haha. I'm aiming for success (: but back to the topic, "Eff it." NO VACANCY for DRAMA HERE. Thankyouverymuch.

...and plus I have other much more important things to do...I need to take care of myself and learn how to make myself happy before anything else.

The past few days have been very...overwhelming? I think that's the word for it, yeah I think so. Um, I don't even know where to start, there's just so much going on in my life right now, and half of it is just drama created by low lifes that have nothing else better to do with their lives but try and ruin mine. I don't want to get into detail, it's not pretty. But yeah, I'll be honest, I am soo out of it right now... I'm not feeling good like at all, physically, emotionally & mentally.

I need to b r e a t h e. Mike was right, I need to get drunk and drink all my problems away, anyone care to join me? hah Ben? Allen? Kimmy? Regina? anyone??? AHHHHHHHHH! seriously. okay, next weekend. just kidding...NOTTT! (;

I usually only write when there really is something to say, which is why I am left dumbfounded as to why I decided to blog today...Okay, I'm sorta done blogging my misery away....Have a good night & week loves.

-AMA

"Justwhocares"