Anywho, now that I'm out of school, I've lost all discipline and I'm dead lazy! Internet, TV, food. Gosh, I'm back to that? Yes, I guess so. I have loads of homework to finish, but I just don't have the right motivation. I've started on my Gov't, but I quit 5 minutes into it 'cause I felt like doing something else. Someone MAKE me, 'cause I've learned to stop listening to my dad when I turned 5.
The past few weeks have been very somewhat... relaxing, chilled, liberated,tiring,exhausting all at the same time, haha whatever you want to call it. Super? Go for it! I'm beginning to get used to this system called WORK, & Mr.Kristian Paez and I have pledged to start working out again! Haha, sweet, right? Yeahhh, baby!
Hm, Well on a more serious and heavier note,
I'm soo PO-d right now, like it's NOT even funny. It's scary (Right Scott? & Bree? hah)- mhm Yeah, they know It's not pretty when I'm pissed offff. TRUST ME, it isn't. Oh & I apologize for blowing up on you guys (you know who you are) I'm really sorry, that was so out of character. I didn't mean to scare anyone.seriously, sorry. I feel really bad. I should of never screamed or talked like that. ugh. I feel so horrible right now.
...It takes a lot to break me & get me pissed off & most of you all know that, that isn't my character, but today...I was just soo heated. You guys have NO IDEA, no idea what so ever. I'm still mad, but whateverrr thanks to Bree and Scott, I've kinda mellowed down a bit. KINDA.
"It's nothing but disrespect and ignorance in intersession's nuts."
--Gosh. It's harsh, but it's the truth! I'm sick of people disrespecting me and not taking me for a real person. Just 'cause sometimes I'm not the brightest or best person around or 'cause I joke around more than others doesn't automatically mean that I can be degraded,or treated as if I don't have feelings or my own perspective, or even just be treated as less than dirt! SOME People are saying things that are so OUT there and MEAN, it's becoming pathetic, old, and childish! Sure, I joke around, only 'cause laughter's the greatest remedy to any situation, am I right? So just because I'm not always serious doesn't mean that people have the right to treat me like a joke. I'm not always joking around, acting STUPID, 'cause there's a time and place for those kind of things. It's pathetic how people will underestimate me because of how they see me.
I mean, take for example, if someone would just say "Hang up on that b_tch" (OUT OF NO WHERE) in a jokingly way, (which I'm hoping that person meant it as a joke!) whether it was or wasn't in a jokingly way, that's still messed up and I mean, who in their right minds would just something like that? I mean that's so rude, SO RUDE... and I don't give a crap If it was a joke or not, that's hecka messed up and just plain rude...and YES, this is why I'm PO'd...especially that fact that those words came out from a person I least expect it to come from, that's like a SLAP IN THE FACE, oh & the fact that, that person said it infront of someone that I dislike sooo much! Yeah, that's a very nice thing to do.
I bet you're probably thinking, that's it? that's all you're mad about?!....I'd get into details WHY I'm so mad just about that, BUT it would'nt be pretty. SO YEAH. BLAH. I'm so over it. I'M DONE.
The past few weeks have been very somewhat... relaxing, chilled, liberated,tiring,exhausting all at the same time, haha whatever you want to call it. Super? Go for it! I'm beginning to get used to this system called WORK, & Mr.Kristian Paez and I have pledged to start working out again! Haha, sweet, right? Yeahhh, baby!
Hm, Well on a more serious and heavier note,
I'm soo PO-d right now, like it's NOT even funny. It's scary (Right Scott? & Bree? hah)- mhm Yeah, they know It's not pretty when I'm pissed offff. TRUST ME, it isn't. Oh & I apologize for blowing up on you guys (you know who you are) I'm really sorry, that was so out of character. I didn't mean to scare anyone.seriously, sorry. I feel really bad. I should of never screamed or talked like that. ugh. I feel so horrible right now.
...It takes a lot to break me & get me pissed off & most of you all know that, that isn't my character, but today...I was just soo heated. You guys have NO IDEA, no idea what so ever. I'm still mad, but whateverrr thanks to Bree and Scott, I've kinda mellowed down a bit. KINDA.
"It's nothing but disrespect and ignorance in intersession's nuts."
--Gosh. It's harsh, but it's the truth! I'm sick of people disrespecting me and not taking me for a real person. Just 'cause sometimes I'm not the brightest or best person around or 'cause I joke around more than others doesn't automatically mean that I can be degraded,or treated as if I don't have feelings or my own perspective, or even just be treated as less than dirt! SOME People are saying things that are so OUT there and MEAN, it's becoming pathetic, old, and childish! Sure, I joke around, only 'cause laughter's the greatest remedy to any situation, am I right? So just because I'm not always serious doesn't mean that people have the right to treat me like a joke. I'm not always joking around, acting STUPID, 'cause there's a time and place for those kind of things. It's pathetic how people will underestimate me because of how they see me.
I mean, take for example, if someone would just say "Hang up on that b_tch" (OUT OF NO WHERE) in a jokingly way, (which I'm hoping that person meant it as a joke!) whether it was or wasn't in a jokingly way, that's still messed up and I mean, who in their right minds would just something like that? I mean that's so rude, SO RUDE... and I don't give a crap If it was a joke or not, that's hecka messed up and just plain rude...and YES, this is why I'm PO'd...especially that fact that those words came out from a person I least expect it to come from, that's like a SLAP IN THE FACE, oh & the fact that, that person said it infront of someone that I dislike sooo much! Yeah, that's a very nice thing to do.
I bet you're probably thinking, that's it? that's all you're mad about?!....I'd get into details WHY I'm so mad just about that, BUT it would'nt be pretty. SO YEAH. BLAH. I'm so over it. I'M DONE.
Sincerely,
-Arlaine
-Arlaine
"Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"
1 comment:
wow thats the only reason why you are mad?? THATS RETARDED are you POed yet?
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