I was cleaning out my room today, and I stumbled upon so many things that really made me sad ...So this is really weird, this just hit me just now or just recently I've been thinking about everyone at LOH and It finally sunk into me that I really don't go to that church anymore and that I'll hardly ever see these people anymore UNLESS it's a special event or occasion.
...and to be completely honest, lately I've been missing everyone...as in EVERYONE. The past couple days have made me realize quite a bit. I miss having an Ate Sheryl or an Ate Faith or an Ate Char to cry to or to laugh with and sit down next to every Sunday. I miss having a Jim, Er, AND Paolo to get mad at and yell at and be mean to, and I miss having a Kuya Tom to laugh with and share all my secrets to. I miss singing up on stage and help lead worship, I miss the food that Ate Knatz always brings every Friday and all the Birthday's on the first of every month. I miss core advancement and what not. I just miss absolutely everything. I miss our pastor's. I miss being so close to these people :(
...now I'm just some girl that visits their church once every blue moon. I miss being their "little sister"...I know and I understand that everyone must be really busy 'round this time of year and stuff...but I feel so left out, so forgotten...no one even calls, texts, messages, or hardly leaves me comments anymore. I miss those...I never thought that the move from one church to another would affect me this much...but really it does, It hurts. I know God has a plan for all this, just like Halcon told me earlier and maybe one day or someday when I find out what his plan for all this is...everything will be good. I feel so illiterate right now. I'm slightly upset that I can't find better words to express this, I just miss everyone SO MUCH.
...and IF any of you guys are reading this...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE call me, text me WHATEVER just anything...something when you guys have time. Keep me updated, please? It would really put a smile on my face (: Well I doubt that anyone from LOH is reading this but if you guys are, I just want to say that I miss ALL OF YOU and that I love ALL OF YOU...and even though things have changed...you guys are always with me...here in my heart :)
...and to be completely honest, lately I've been missing everyone...as in EVERYONE. The past couple days have made me realize quite a bit. I miss having an Ate Sheryl or an Ate Faith or an Ate Char to cry to or to laugh with and sit down next to every Sunday. I miss having a Jim, Er, AND Paolo to get mad at and yell at and be mean to, and I miss having a Kuya Tom to laugh with and share all my secrets to. I miss singing up on stage and help lead worship, I miss the food that Ate Knatz always brings every Friday and all the Birthday's on the first of every month. I miss core advancement and what not. I just miss absolutely everything. I miss our pastor's. I miss being so close to these people :(
...now I'm just some girl that visits their church once every blue moon. I miss being their "little sister"...I know and I understand that everyone must be really busy 'round this time of year and stuff...but I feel so left out, so forgotten...no one even calls, texts, messages, or hardly leaves me comments anymore. I miss those...I never thought that the move from one church to another would affect me this much...but really it does, It hurts. I know God has a plan for all this, just like Halcon told me earlier and maybe one day or someday when I find out what his plan for all this is...everything will be good. I feel so illiterate right now. I'm slightly upset that I can't find better words to express this, I just miss everyone SO MUCH.
...and IF any of you guys are reading this...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE call me, text me WHATEVER just anything...something when you guys have time. Keep me updated, please? It would really put a smile on my face (: Well I doubt that anyone from LOH is reading this but if you guys are, I just want to say that I miss ALL OF YOU and that I love ALL OF YOU...and even though things have changed...you guys are always with me...here in my heart :)
XOXOXO
-Arlaine
-Arlaine
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