First and foremost, before anything I just want to say THANK YOU. To all my aunties, uncles, my God father, my cousins and my grandmother for all the gifts, money and warm hugs.
and of course I want to say thank you ESPECIALLY to Bree, Scott, Derrick, Bond, Renee, Alejandro, Caresse, John, Bert, Shonna, Hebert, Allen, Alexis, Aaron, Rachel, Chris and Paul (Sorry If I'm missing anyone) for greeting me an early Happy Birthday and for making my dinner happen and for bringing me joy all year round. I lalalaove all of you guys. Thank you all SO SO SO much.
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So quick update, Christmas Eve was alright. Christmas was okay. My dinner tonight was almost prefect, and um, yeah pretty much, uh let's see how my birthday tomorrow goes, Shall we?
So, I got all the materialistic things I wanted and AGAIN I thank all of you for giving me all the presents. You guys are awesome. But yeah, I didn't really get what I wanted, and it sucks 'cause I've been waiting since forever and wanting this since forever well It feels like forever to me;
...so again here I am in disappointment, see this is what happens when you expect too much. I should of never expected anything or put my hopes up. I swear to myself never again will I expect anything from this person. NEVER. I was right all along, There shouldn't be any expectations 'cause the more you have expectations the more you invite hurt and disappointment. Yup, stupid Arlaine listening to her heart and not her head again. Stupid me!
See what happens, man I feel like an idiot. I feel SO DUMB. SO DUMB. This is the first and LAST time I will put myself through this. I swear on my life. THIS IS THE LAST TIME. & I mean LAST! and I mean it. I'M DONE FEELING THIS WAY. D-O-N-E!
and of course I want to say thank you ESPECIALLY to Bree, Scott, Derrick, Bond, Renee, Alejandro, Caresse, John, Bert, Shonna, Hebert, Allen, Alexis, Aaron, Rachel, Chris and Paul (Sorry If I'm missing anyone) for greeting me an early Happy Birthday and for making my dinner happen and for bringing me joy all year round. I lalalaove all of you guys. Thank you all SO SO SO much.
Special Thanks To Bree, Scott, Bond, and Paul [: You guys are thee best ever.
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So quick update, Christmas Eve was alright. Christmas was okay. My dinner tonight was almost prefect, and um, yeah pretty much, uh let's see how my birthday tomorrow goes, Shall we?
(Only two more hours)
So, I got all the materialistic things I wanted and AGAIN I thank all of you for giving me all the presents. You guys are awesome. But yeah, I didn't really get what I wanted, and it sucks 'cause I've been waiting since forever and wanting this since forever well It feels like forever to me;
...so again here I am in disappointment, see this is what happens when you expect too much. I should of never expected anything or put my hopes up. I swear to myself never again will I expect anything from this person. NEVER. I was right all along, There shouldn't be any expectations 'cause the more you have expectations the more you invite hurt and disappointment. Yup, stupid Arlaine listening to her heart and not her head again. Stupid me!
See what happens, man I feel like an idiot. I feel SO DUMB. SO DUMB. This is the first and LAST time I will put myself through this. I swear on my life. THIS IS THE LAST TIME. & I mean LAST! and I mean it. I'M DONE FEELING THIS WAY. D-O-N-E!
From now on, I'll have on my IDGAF attitude on (: Yupp. All I can say is OH WELL.
So my birthday is pretty much ruined. well It's all good 'cause this damn whole year was pretty much ruined from the start. Screw everything, Screw 2008. This year was like Hell...Glad It's almost over. I HATE THIS YEAR. So it's all good. No worries. Hah. like I said, Whatevs from now on. So WHAT-EV-ER. Okay well that's all for tonight.
Thank you again, You guys know who you are! XoXo - LOVE YOU! haha well SOME OF YOU! (:
Thank you again, You guys know who you are! XoXo - LOVE YOU! haha well SOME OF YOU! (:
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