Monday, January 19, 2009

And for all the things I lack.

So maybe I need to work harder. Maybe I don't need to work hard at all. Maybe one day I'll be able to grasp the idea better. I really don't know. All I know is that just because the information I contain is nowhere near the highest capacity level possible does not take away from what I do know. I have not experienced further beyond my age for that doesn't seem possible. Age is irrelevant to the things we face in life. Each person takes on life every day. We all face similar trials. The way we deal with things is what makes us different, not wrong. We now live in a selfish world where your way is the only way, when, truth be told, there are too many ways to deal with the same problem. Clean intentions. Good hearted people tend to find clarity easier because they dig the finer things in life-- if not the finest. Because in their eyes, the imperfections that work together to create the life they live is, at that moment, its finest. It's all about perspective.

So, sometimes it's okay to be still. It's alright to enjoy everything you've got for what it is without trying to gain more. I believe we're all driven by selfish motives, whether we can see or admit it-- but that's another argument for a different day. I wish my literacy level was as high as it was before because I can't entirely express what I wish to express. So, for all the things I lack .. I'm okay. In fact, I'm better than just "okay". I pray that one day I'll understand, but until then, I have faith in the way things are.

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