Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Keep moving forward.

Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. (James 1:2-3).

So lately, I've been blogging about this and that and I bet those who actually read my blogs think I'm like the boringest (that's not even a word.) person and what not, but i really know what I'm talking about on my blogs, even though people probably don't get it themselves haha! Anyways, lately my bed has been my absolute BEST FRIEND and same for anything i can practically munch on at home. I've been lazy again. Have you ever totally lost track of time and just felt like you wasted your whole day? That's how I've been feeling lately, and i don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing. It sorta feels good to lay low and to take a break from everything outside, basically it's like totally ignoring reality. I've been complaining a lot about a lot of things, i feel like a kid again or something. Oh the glory of being Unsatisfied! I've come to realize lately while I've been a bed potato that people stress everyday about not knowing who they want to be, who they are, and who they don't want to be. It's actually pretty exciting .. being lost and finding yourself and losing yourself again, and then figuring out who you want to be, it's like life has it's own crazy roller coaster running it's crazy and unpredictable route. What if we are born knowing who want to be, knowing who we don't want to be, and loving who we are, then I guess life isn't worth living, to be honest. Life wouldn't be so exciting and the ride most definitely would be lonely and boring. I guess life's disappointments are really life's key to satisfaction. Like i said before, I do love my life, regardless of all the hardships, disappointments, and, misunderstandings. I've learned to lift myself up and depend on NO ONE but myself. Life's too short to worry about WHO I AM, WHO IM NOT, AND WHO I WANNA BE. Am I right? or Am I right? Yes, I'm right.

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