SO I GUESS it's another year, a new start, another chance to supposedly "better" ourselves, to forget the past and move forward. Sounds great huh?, but too bad it doesn't really exist. Another year? 2009? People think they care, people think they're gonna change, but they either stay the same, or get worse than who they already are. It's not about starting over, it's not about not looking back, or having another chance, it's about finding ourselves and becoming who we want to be. It doesn't matter if it's a new year, because throughout the year, every year, throughout our lives, we should be trying to find ourselves. People make it seem like since a year has passed by, that we forget what happens in the previous year, when in fact all that happened to us in the past year could never be forgotten or taken back. It's apart of you and it made you who you are today. So were celebrating a year gone by, and new year coming because ? ... we get excited when time flys by? I don't get it? ... Anyways, I cant say I totally hated 2008, but I cant say I liked it either, when in fact i didn't really like anything that happened LAST YEAR... but like I said, it's not about basing your life on life's disappointments or life's great moments, but to find yourself. It's a NEW YEAR, WHO GIVES A FRKING DAMN. EVERYTHING IS STILL THE SAME. NOTHINGS CHANGED, AND..
SECOND CHANCES NEVER MATTER CAUSE PEOPLE NEVER CHANGE.
& this is why I'm reluctant about EVERYTHING this time around, 'cause I'm scared to get hurt, and I'm very afraid of commitment.
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