My weekend spent in the valley was wonderful, besides the fact that IT WAS FREAKEN SCORCHING HOTT OVER THERE, ugh!, like no joke It felt like 110 degrees or something. seriously!... but anywho, I had a great time with my cousins & aunts and everyone else. Our nights conversations,playing poker & DRINKING are always endless when I'm over there, haha. that's cause my cousin's house is a "Partyyy House".(HAHAHA) mhm, haha Yeah well funs over for me, hah 'cause I'm back home now, mhm yep "back to reality" (sadly) *SIGHS...Back to my grip and grind guys. -Ugh!
On a more depressing note:
So, My Aunt in SD died today, she had cancer ): (my mom's side) at 11 in the morning, so I won't be in LA this weekend either, I'll be in San Diego. I leave Friday Morning...*Sighs. I'm glad I saw her though the last time I went to SD. The last time I saw her she had lost all her hair already 'cause she was on soo much medication & she was going through a lot of chemo & what not, I guess it was just her time to go. ..I feel so bad for my cousin Vanessa, (Ate Van, I love you!) and my uncle...she's the only child & she was REALLY REALLY REALLY close to her mom. It's so sad. kjsfhdsjfkshiyeggejdas. :( Just talking about all this is truly depressing...
So I guess it's time I open up my mouth about this and just put this out there already, so as most of you all know, whoever is reading this that's from my church...um, IF you guys are wondering WHY? I haven't been to church, singing in church or going youth night lately is 'cause We're moving churches & there is NO WAY in this world that I can change my parent'S minds about this jkhdjkdkjshk...We're leaving church for the stupidest reason ever, It's ridiculous. like seriously. It's such a stupid reason to move churches. STUPID I TELL YOU. UGH...I rather not explain why in detail here but yeah...just letting all you guys know now, so It won't be such a big surprise later on :( this really REALLY sucks, I mean seriously this is like affecting me in every worse way possible. ahhh, I miss everyone already, like no joke I feel like I havent seen anyone in quite a while, I miss all of them already. *SIGHS ahhh. this is so stupid. soo stupid. I'm so annoyed, po'd right now because I think this is so ridiculous! ...but there's nothing I can do about it...jkfhkjsfhskjfshdj AHHH. I mean I've been going to this church since I was 6 I practically grew up in there & met some of the greatest people there who have been there for me & affected my life in such a positive way, (which I may add that they aren't just friends to me anymore, they're all family to me.) ahh, this really blows just talking about it makes me want to cry...so I'll just stop here. I miss everyone too much :(
I'm so I don't even know. I've been down in the dumps for ages now. This needs to come to an end. like seriously...UGH. Okay,I'm getting tired, I'll update more manana. Have a good week everyone.
-Arlaine
On a more depressing note:
So, My Aunt in SD died today, she had cancer ): (my mom's side) at 11 in the morning, so I won't be in LA this weekend either, I'll be in San Diego. I leave Friday Morning...*Sighs. I'm glad I saw her though the last time I went to SD. The last time I saw her she had lost all her hair already 'cause she was on soo much medication & she was going through a lot of chemo & what not, I guess it was just her time to go. ..I feel so bad for my cousin Vanessa, (Ate Van, I love you!) and my uncle...she's the only child & she was REALLY REALLY REALLY close to her mom. It's so sad. kjsfhdsjfkshiyeggejdas. :( Just talking about all this is truly depressing...
So I guess it's time I open up my mouth about this and just put this out there already, so as most of you all know, whoever is reading this that's from my church...um, IF you guys are wondering WHY? I haven't been to church, singing in church or going youth night lately is 'cause We're moving churches & there is NO WAY in this world that I can change my parent'S minds about this jkhdjkdkjshk...We're leaving church for the stupidest reason ever, It's ridiculous. like seriously. It's such a stupid reason to move churches. STUPID I TELL YOU. UGH...I rather not explain why in detail here but yeah...just letting all you guys know now, so It won't be such a big surprise later on :( this really REALLY sucks, I mean seriously this is like affecting me in every worse way possible. ahhh, I miss everyone already, like no joke I feel like I havent seen anyone in quite a while, I miss all of them already. *SIGHS ahhh. this is so stupid. soo stupid. I'm so annoyed, po'd right now because I think this is so ridiculous! ...but there's nothing I can do about it...jkfhkjsfhskjfshdj AHHH. I mean I've been going to this church since I was 6 I practically grew up in there & met some of the greatest people there who have been there for me & affected my life in such a positive way, (which I may add that they aren't just friends to me anymore, they're all family to me.) ahh, this really blows just talking about it makes me want to cry...so I'll just stop here. I miss everyone too much :(
I'm so I don't even know. I've been down in the dumps for ages now. This needs to come to an end. like seriously...UGH. Okay,I'm getting tired, I'll update more manana. Have a good week everyone.
-Arlaine
"We're all waiting for something, but I'm probably waiting for nothing..."
1 comment:
i heard that you might be leaving the church =/ i'm so so sorry to hear that arlaine!! and yeah, i know it's going to be super hard, because you were one of the people i felt comfortable being around, and I'm super glad I got to know you. I know we aren't as close as before and as close as you are with other people, but you should still feel like you can come to me about anything, and i'll try my best to help you in whatever way i can. I'm sure everything will turn out the best, arlaine! you're a strong, strong girl, and I know you will get through it, no matter the outcome! =] you'll always still see us and are able to talk to us anyways! don't sweat it girl! love you!!
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