Everyone talks like they know w'sup, but they don't-- at least not when it comes to me. It'd be the biggest slap in their face if they had even the slightest idea of what I'm all about. Too bad I love my life far to much to really give a crap. My lack of interest for such people and situations can definitely be the cause of my downfall considering I've lost people that way, but it happens. Like my cousin says, "there's a reason they can't stick around." I miss her. I swear to you that I wouldn't be half the person I am today if it wasn't for her. Real talk. She really is the biggest influence of my life. Hah, too bad she's bad fricking news-- and I mean that in the best way possible.
There's a slight chance that I might be um-- it's actually far too early to say anything. So just like every other blog I post, (to avoid talking about that) I'm going to tell you about how great life is..well how great PART of my life is minus all the drama at home-- but not really. It's getting harder and harder, but it's most definitely do-able. Things are good. As long as I stay on top of things, I'll be GOOD. I'm not really worried much about anything anymore, just going with the flow. You know how it is. I'm finally finished with all my college applications! Now all I need to do is wait for those acceptance letters to start rolling in [:
Can you guys believe it's December 1st tomorrow? whoa! It's almost 2009, and I'm pretty excited. 'cause I just want this year to be OVER. I HATE THIS YEAR, I swear it's cursed. I have BIG plans for this upcoming year... and I know it's definitely going to be a good year, you know why? 'cause I said so...soo stay with me now.
*28 more days 'til My Birthday (:
P.S I'm feeling really down right now, well kinda...I just really miss everyone at LOH, I miss my old youth group :( *Sighs
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