Restless.

You'd think that most people get restless when they have absolutely nothing to do, but I get restless when I have a lot to do. I suppose it's because I choose to distract myself as opposed to actually getting things done. I hate that I've gotten so good at doing whatever I want, whenever I want, and still managing to get everything I need to get done, done. That sentence was probably grammatically incorrect, but I'd much rather not reread it.

I've always loved doing a little bit of everything at the same time. Too bad it's gotten harder. Oh well. Determination, balance, and patience with a side of faith in the way things are. "Easy" has never really flown with me.

...I'm turning in all my homework in this Friday. I could have been done with all my homework, but of course it doesn't work out since I have to turn in a packet for AP BIO AND AP ECON EVERY WEEK. How lame is that? I've always been good at math, but I've never enjoyed it. It's unfortunate that I have an entire math chapter (which is a lot longer than it sounds) by Monday. It was actually meant to be done by today, but of course I was "busy" doing other things...Of course.

So question of the past couple days: What has my life become? Better. (not great, but better) The answer is "better". My ability to do what I want when I want, but get everything that I need to get done on time amazes me sometimes. I amaze myself sometimes. (Screw you, I hardly give myself credit so let me have this one). I'm far too calm for my own good. I started to feel as if I stopped living. In reality, I just stopped worrying about everything I needed to get done. It doesn't make me irresponsible. I just know how to beat the system. Go figure.